i have two sides you see, i like cute things like frilly socks, kittens, rabbits, squirrels, doilies, old teacups, scones, cushions, sewing machines, knitting needles, embroidery, walks through meadows, patchwork bags, blankets and cushions set up on the lawn, tea parties, party hats, white walls, candles and daisy chains, soup and peppermint tea. but i also like cigarettes, whiskey, wine, late nights, loud music, strangers, fur coats, high heels, leather and suede, swearing, making a mess, going swimming in the middle of the night. i am neither alice nor the rabbit, i am the white queen and the red queen tied up with a bow.